hello!

hello there Medan,

how are you dear? it's getting cold here, early autumn makes everything smell cold. time flew by so fast don't you think? it's been 4 months since we're being apart across the Hindia ocean. I'm fine here so far, met a lot of new friends, loaded with stacks of paper works, living with absudirty among the world so called reality. trying to be tough to compete with others and trying to live my life. Wandering around city is my favourite activity so far, illegaly get onto tram without having THE metcard, and almost caught by the inspector a few times. I love doing it!

i am sorry if sometimes i annoyed you with my enyee-menyee act, i didnt mean it. kind of hard to be stronger without your real present, i mean physically. but for sure i believe, i can be the better icha for you :) i am sorry that i cant go back home on june-july, you know the reason is, right? so have fun in jakarta, wish i can join you there, but i think im going to find some fun also here. It's almost winter by then, you know, so Mount Buller IM COMING :D i'll tag you then my picture with my first snow, i cant wait HAHA

i miss you so much tah, i wish when i open up my eyes i could meet you, it's okay though if it's only for 10 minutes. I really really want to hug you, regretting my self to not hug you before you left last january. being only imagining you hug me every time you ask me to close my eyes, always made me happy because it felt like you were real and you were there hugging me tightly haha thank you taaahh :)

im longing to see you, muhammad fatahillah, more than what you think. take care yourself dear :) see you on 8 more months. Promise me that you are not going anywhere okaay ;)

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if i could walk on water

if i could tell you what's next

make you believe

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(Matt Nathans - Come on Get Higher)